today was better.it was raining, best weather ever.but then it got sunny.
hmm i just want things to change, for them to be better.i just want you to understand, and i know i may ask for much , but that’s just who i am.if your not happy then why be with me?ive dealt with alot already and im just tired of it.i hope you can understand,i love you, no matter what. i just want to be able to make YOU happy for once. and for us to be like we were, without all the b.s.
school sucks.i should probably do my hw now, and write back to chris’s note. and and abel’s supposed to call me back today.i never hangout with him, and he’s my best friend. ive known him since 2007? prettty long time. well were supposed to hang out next week.
1. tell her she is beautiful, not hot or fine. 2. hold her hand at any moment you can. 3. kiss her on the forehead. 4. leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5. when she is upset, hold her tight and don’t let her go. 6. recognize the small things; they usually mean the most. 7. call her when you say you will. 8. sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. 9. pick her over all the other girls you hang with. 10. write her notes [she loves them]. 11. introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend. 12. play with her hair and if it smells good tell her. 13. pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her. 14. pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she will scream and yell let her down even though she loves it. 15. tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes. 16. throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you miss her. 17. let her fall asleep in your arms. 18. carve your names into a tree. 19. if she’s mad, kiss her. 20. give her piggyback rides. 21. bring her flowers just because. 22. treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone. 23. let her take as many pictures as she wants. 24. slow dance with her even if there isn’t music playing. 25. kiss her in the rain. 26. take long walks on the beach at night with her. 27. wait outside her house in the pouring rain to surprise her when she gets home. 28. don’t talk to other girls privately. 29. play fight with her and let her win. 30. and most importantly if you love her, tell her.